Do my decisions today affect who I will become forever?
Do I live today w/ an eternal perspective? Do I like who I am becoming?

some thoughts from last NOV...

"I realized today that I have a hard time allowing ppl to love me, maybe b/c of pride or insecurity, I do not quite know. I have a hard time allowing God to love me. I mean, my life looks pretty good. But as I am knowing the character of Jesus more, I am learning what love really is… it’s not about feeling good about myself but about putting others before myself, sacrifice. Perhaps I haven’t been in any serious relationships yet b/c I was not ready to allow someone to love me so intimately and so deeply. I am just now learning what that really means. Love is a little bit of heaven. Love is having someone else more important than myself in my life. To be loved yields love."