i just found out last night that i am not the baby in the bunch. oh well, i lived it up while i could in my own fantasy.

so i hurt someone pretty badly not too long ago... not purposefully, of course. i am one who highly values friendship because it adds meaning and satisfaction to life. agony and distress - thinking i was just being my friendly and generous old self, my actions and words created misunderstanding with a friend. my heart was confused when this friend gave up on me and our friendship after the miscommunication. for days my mind remained uneasy. reconciliation seemed intangible. sometimes i react and respond before clearly thinking through the situation; perhaps that happened this time. finally, i could no longer dwell on the situation... the Lord said, "You are holding too tightly onto this burden. Give it to me." what a relief... only then could i have a peace of mind. Time has been mending the relationship, praise the Lord.